The sky this morning is a little cloudy. The sun, which used to be warm, is now a little cold covered by gray clouds. The chirping of birds that usually cling to the tree next to my room, only 2 or 3 are perched on the tree.
I sat in front of my dressing room table. My makeup tools are neatly lined up on it. A half-body glass on top of it reflected my weakening face. Move my gaze outside the glass window next to me. The wind blows on me and seems to take me 1 year ago.
It was in this room, still in the same place. I polished my face with some makeup. I polished my face with a minimalist makeup. I combed my hair and gave it a light blue flower-shaped decoration that matched the dress I was wearing. Many times I saw my face in the mirror. Until the sound of the car horn woke me up. I looked down through the glass window next to the dressing table. A handsome young man in a purple blue batik shirt stood next to his avanza car. I smiled and immediately took my mini bag. Before leaving the room I had a chance to see myself in the mirror.
After saying goodbye to Mom, I immediately ran to the youth. We got in the car and left immediately. In the car I turned on the radio to make the atmosphere more liquid. My feelings at the moment are very mixed. There is a joy that explodes in my heart.
I saw the young man focusing on his back. I can't believe the man I've been waiting for for almost 4 years is really beside me. I do not have to look at his face from the screen of a cell phone or laptop. I no longer have to hear his voice on my cell phone. Because he's really here right now, right in front of my eyes.
The young man next to me is Dimas. Dimas and I have been in a relationship for the past 4 years. One day after we officially formed a relationship, Dimas went to Germany to continue his schooling. Since then Dimas and I have to be willing to have a long-distance relationship. So many temptations came, but I'm still trying to keep my confidence in Dimas.
Three days ago, Dimas came from Germany on holiday. But other than that there is another reason, today we will attend the wedding of Dimas' ex-girlfriend, Ririn. Actually I still feel awkward to see Dimas meet Ririn again. Because in the past when we were still in high school, it just so happened that the three of us went to the same school. Ririn is a girl that Dimas loves very much. And vice versa. They split up not because of an argument, but because Dimas did not want to ruin his friendship with Rendy, an old friend who became a new student at our school. Finally Ririn with Rendy until today they will have a wedding. It's been 6 years, Rendy and Ririn's love will be anchored on the couch. I want the same thing as Dimas. But back then everything was God's plan.
The avanza car I was riding in stopped at a house. The yellow mushrooms greet us in front of the fence. Congratulations wreaths lined up along the entrance. I wrapped my hand around Dimas' left arm. I feel really happy, it can be this close to Dimas after so long.
The atmosphere in the room is quite refreshing to the eye. Decorating with the dominance of the green makes the room even more refreshing. Dimas and I sit in the guest chair. Many of our friends in high school greet and greet each other while waiting for the groom to come.
It's been almost 1 hour, the show has not started yet. The atmosphere of panic began to be felt indoors. Suddenly there was a scream from one of the rooms inside. Everything is panicking. Especially when one of the guests found out that Rendy's group had an accident and Rendy died on the spot. The scream that was heard may have come from Ririn.
I feel my hand on Dimas's arm starting to go down. Dimas stood up from the chair he was sitting on. I look at it. His facial expression showed incredible panic. He looked at me for a moment and ran to the sound of the scream. I'm confused about not knowing what to do with Dimas. My confusion began to be answered when Dimas went to the chief's table holding Ririn's hand. Everyone in the room was confused. The winters that were still in tears were also confused.
“Sir, marry us! However this event cannot fail! ” said Dimas to the chief with full confidence. All guests are shocked. More than me. As if my body had a stroke I could not move. Nanar's eyes looked straight at Dimas who firmly expressed his approval. My mind started to panic and started to regain consciousness when I heard the voice, "That's right!"
What is this? What happened? Why is this? That question kept floating in my brain. How is it possible that Dimas and I came to witness Ririn's wedding with Rendy, not Ririn and Dimas? How can it be, my beloved lover who has long been married to someone else right in front of my eyes?
My vision began to blur by the eyeballs that began to come out. Unable to bear all this, I tried hard to move my body. I ran outside and,
"BRAAAKKKKK!"
Without realizing it, my cheeks are getting wet. There was a knock from outside the door. I ordered someone to come in. It looks like a very familiar woman came in with a tray and a few bottles containing pills that I already memorized. He smiled at me.
“Loh, did you ever cry Fan? Why?" he asked as he wiped the tears from my cheeks with tissue. I shook the ground. He smiled again.
“Okay, take the medicine first, okay? After this we will check up, "he said and gave me 3 pills and also white water. I took all that medicine.
"What is the last check up today?" I asked with a cough.
"If the doctor says your condition is improving, God willing, this is the last one. Let's go! Dimas is waiting below, "The woman pushed my wheelchair towards the garage.
"Thank you Ririn for giving me a chance," I told her. She's smiling. But I know for a fact that he held back his tears from falling in front of me.
My wheelchair stopped in front of the avanza car. A man was carrying me in the car. After he made sure I was sitting comfortably in the car. He kissed my forehead.
"Hopefully today you can really become the Tiffany I know," she said as she kissed my forehead again.
The car started moving. I sat alone in the back seat. While Ririn was sitting next to Dimas who was the driver. It's been 1 year. I could only sit in a wheelchair after losing my leg in an accident. I live with Ririn and Dimas. Yes, I'm the second wife of Dimas. After he married Ririn. Dimas married me while I was in the hospital.
"I want to go to Rendy's funeral!" I said suddenly. That made Dimas stop the car abruptly.
"For what?" he asked a little using a high tone. I just kept quiet and looked out the car window.
"We need to check with a doctor to see how you are
doing ," "Anyway I want to go there. Now!" I said firmly and kept looking out the car window.
“Stop it Mas! Let's just take Fanny to the funeral. Maybe it can help her recover, ”said Ririn gently. It looks like Dimas agreed because his avanza car drove back but rotated in the direction.
Our car stopped across the cemetery. Winter and Dimas came down to get my wheelchair. Out of nowhere, I opened the car door and ran to the other side. I heard Dimas and Ririn shout,
"FANNYYY !!! AWAASSSSSS !!! ”
“BRAAAAAAAKKK”
I kept running. I saw a young man with a shining face holding out his hand to me. I grabbed her hand and turned around immediately. I saw Dimas hugging my blood-soaked body. Ririn cried next to Dimas.
I smiled at them. For me to do this better, I will no longer be a parasite for the Dimas and Ririn households. I drifted away as if something had pulled me away from this world. It's so far away that I can't come back. Perhaps this is the best way to see them right in front of your eyes.