I feel my life is so perfect ... Because I have a lover that I love and also loves me, Indra ... He is an encouragement to my life, there is no way I could imagine if there was no him.
My name is Farah, I'm in class XII in one of the high schools in my city ... And Indra ... he has been in semester 3 of medicine
This week me and him go to the park near the lake, it's our favorite place .. I carved my name and he was in a tree ..
Farah Indra forever
Indra smiled reading the writing. "Farah ... the writing is very ugly"
"Let it mean the meaning ..."
He kept smiling, I looked into his beautiful eyes.
"Dear Farah ... you must graduate with good grades, what do you want to study in?"
"Okay dear ... I want to be like you ... want to be a doctor too, so if you are sick I can treat you"
"Can you?"
"I really love you, don't ever leave me huh" I hugged him, very comfortable being near him.
"Yes farah dear, I will not leave you" he stroked my hair gently, I was really happy he was near me.
It's been 2 days he did not give news to me, repeatedly I contacted his cell phone is not active, I have asked the friends, but no one knows. Because of this in class I just daydream ...
"Hey ... just experience it, I'll get confused" Fanny, my best friend suddenly mengangetin.
"Yeah ... what are you just talking about, later if I'm heartbroken what do I do" I say annoyed.
"Haha ... anyways, you are daydreaming like this, why are you far?" Fanny asked as she moved to sit on the bench next to me.
"I'm confused fan with Indra" I sighed "from yesterday he could not contact me, I asked his friends no one knows"
"You just go home," suggested Fanny.
"Embarrassed ... where is he, he doesn't usually like this."
"Already ... don't worry too much, maybe he is busy now"
Drett ... Drett ...
My cellphone shakes, there is a message coming in lazily I open my cellphone .. it turns out that from Indra ... wow ... I'm so happy that he finally contacted me.
"I want to meet"
"Where did you go? Okay…"
"I'll go to your house at 2 p.m."
"Yes ... I'll wait, why isn't the answer answered?"
I'm waiting for his reply again but he doesn't reply until the bell goes in. He hasn't replied yet.
"It's okay, Indra doesn't reply anymore, I'll meet later if I just ask," I thought.
Knock ... knock ...
"It must be Indra," I thought, immediately opening the door.
I invite him in and sit down.
"Sit down first, wait for me to get a drink" I headed back, not long after I returned with 2 glasses of ice and some snacks.
"This is the drink"
"Yes, thank you," he answered coldly.
"Where did you go?"
"Where to go .."
I wonder why he now ignores this. "What's wrong with you? how come now "I asked surprised.
"I want to say something"
"What are you talking about?"
"I don't think we need to be together anymore"
"What do you mean?" I'm confused by what he just said.
"We broke up ..." he replied.
I was surprised not to believe, why Indra was like that. "You're kidding, right dear?"
"I'm not serious," he answered without the slightest smile.
"What I do not want" I tried to hold back these tears.
"Just break up" he said firmly.
"What is the reason you asked to break up?"
"I think we are not suitable, it's better for each of us"
I'm not able to say anything else I can only cry .. yeah it really feels sick like this.
"Already .. do not cry" he tried to calm me, he hugged me.
"I don't want to feel"
"This has been my decision, I can't live with you anymore"
My cry exploded, my heart was broken when he heard that. I let go of his hug
"You are mean, you just say that, you don't think about my feelings?" I shouted.
He just silently looked at me, I do not know what was on his mind.
"I hate you ndra !!!" I slam my cellphone ...
"This is the best for us, you don't need to be sad ... you will definitely get a replacement for me, I will go home, okay?" He hugged me once more ... I'm afraid this will be the last hug.
"Farah, I'm going home," he said.
I just kept quiet not knowing what to say, I saw him move away.
Praakkk ... I slammed the door hard, I immediately ran to the room. I key the room, fortunately my parents are not at home.
I cried uncontrollably, all the stuff I threw .. I was really sick.
"Why are you so mean, I don't want to lose you" My sobs grow louder, I don't get tired of crying.
I looked for my cellphone that was still on the floor.
I took it then I pressed Indra's number ... I pressed the Call button ...
Tut ... tut ... tut ...
There was no answer, I called repeatedly, still there was no answer, I threw into my cellphone mattress ...
Ringing ... ringing ...
Indra senses, I press the green button.
"What else is farah? Are my words unclear just now ... "
"I don't want to lose you, why do you leave me?"
"Didn't I say it's better to be alone ourselves first"
"What is my fault why do you like me, do you already have another one?"
"You're not mistaken, and I don't have anything else, I want to be alone ..."
"You are mean…!!!" I press the red button I put my cellphone .. And I cry to my heart's content.