OMG, I thought this text was about real experiences, but you posted it in fiction. Anyway if a part of you or anyone passing by feels like this, you should try FasterEFT. With this technique you really can switch your life and your memories and begin a new life. There are a lot of free videos on YouTube and the stories are incredible...
Great fiction is supposed to read as non-fiction I was always told unless it's science fiction or fantasy. This is just a short horror story I am working on.