I wasn't like this before,
I had enough, looking for nothing,
alone, maybe naive,
only thinking about myself,
nothing much, nothing more
about the life I've known.
Yes, before anything that was even before
happened, I'm in the best of myself,
happy, before anything funny occur,
I wasn't even sad, I'm just being me.
Before.
I was here.
And you were in your own,
at the last breath on the stairs,
calling for help when I arrived
too late to say it what I
wanted to say it!
Just keep searching and hoping