Thanks for the advice @outerground. I do need to write out some kind of "mission statement" or dream list or something... it's all in my head, I have specific goals, but putting it on paper near my bed or in front of my desk would be cool. I might actually do that this weekend :-)
re: meditation, I agree with you 100%! I used to meditate right before bed but found that it wasn't ideal. Now I do it first thing in the morning, and again a few hours after the sun goes down. That second meditation used to be a struggle, but now its my favorite part of the day... especially if i take like one hit of cannabis first, just a tiny bit stoned, I can enter into a fuckin beautiful state where my mind feels good and my whole body is glowing with warmth. LOVE IT.
oh and re: dreams - my most vivid dream last week was about organic almond milk. So I bought some. haha
sounds like you are doing all the right things. a Roadmap is like a business plan. if you have one, you can see where your'e going and you won't get lost !