First of all, Congratulations on turning 5! That is quite an accomplishment. I know what you mean on not looking back. I'll be turning 5 next March 2023.. Looking forward to it.
Sorry to hear about your health turning for the worse. I wish you a speedy recovery and will send you some thoughts and prayers to help it along. Sounds like you've been through the ringer. Get well buddy!
It has not been a good year, but those years happen sometimes, still recovering, and I know it will be a long road, but so is life.
Thanks for the the good thoughts.