A Little Lost
Right now, I have the urge to write but I am a little lost.
This is my blog and writing here should be a free and easy process.
It should be somewhere that I can download my thoughts and hopefully someone will appreciate what I have to say.
Currently, it isn't that and I think the secret to any form of art is a process of trying to find our true selves.
The authentic stuff, not the stuff we often present to others in the hopes of popularity, upvotes and more Hive.
Right now I am sitting in a Chinese restaurant, digesting a meal and typing this, just letting the thoughts come unfiltered.
An empty plateThe plate is empty, which is an interesting metaphor for how I feel right now, although my stomach tells me I am quite full.
There's a lot going on in my life right now, not in a bad way, and it will take a lot of time to filter it all into various posts here.
Lots of insights, personal growth and development, and so forth. All good stuff but it can cause a sort of writer's block in the desire to cram it all on the page at once.
Mentally, I am better than I have been in a long time and I will address that in a future post. I promise I'm OK.
I just need to sort my priorities out and then get focused.
It will make sense over the next few posts, I promise.
My metaphorical plate will be full again soon. Please consider this a palate cleanser before the main meal.
A full plate - rice, combination veggies and grilled chickenThere's definitely more to come: life updates, philosophy, Splinterlands content and more.
Thank you for reading.
Shaidon.
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It's a learning curve. Just give it a go. Heading, Body, add photo if desired, publish. You need to have a tiny bit of SC in your wallet - SC being a credit derived from holding some Hive tokens.
Think u get a little to get going when u sign up. There is a telegram group which is very helpful.
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Keep pushing. Feeling sometimes empty is normal and means that we may be facing forms of evolution or changes. I should thank Universe for it, stating that I am ready to receive the gifts that it has for me and I am ready for challenges.
I came out of an abusive relationship with a female covert narcissist a few months ago and I am slowly coming out of the brain fog. I have a lot of posts that I want to make, I just need to narrow it down to the first one so I can post one at a time.
Keep it strong!
I cannot say that I can "understand what you are going through", but I experienced that keeping in touch with friends, practicing some sport and cultivating passions had been good therapies to re-establish my self-confidence
Thank you
Enjoy the small things in life, Adelaide - best place to live..
Thank you.