In that, i can not speak well, especially under stress. And in a setting where specific words are important, my memory doesn't remember words.
You appear to compensate the other way in representing yourself in writing, as well as in your thirst for knowledge. I am surprised I never found this information years ago when I looked at the freemen and saw they would always lose their arguments. I used to research constantly until it began eating at my soul. I look forward to reading your future posts.