how can the world be safe when its so unsafe is there a way for us to ake it safer or if we made it safer is it the right thing to do? should we let the world be as dangerous as it is? but i dont want anyone to go through pain because of the pain ive been through but i think its ok for people to go throught this pain as ive been through or maybe worse than my pain as i have suffered so everyone in this world can be stronger but broken as i am ? if we are safe are we becoming weaker or stronger? so many questions unanswered maybe in my lifetime its not suppose to be answered hopefully people in the future can answer it for me or it has already been answered but i never found the book or the person who wrote about it time to sleep and let the world continue to live i do what i can do to help because its within me i cant stop helping i tried to stop helping people but i help anyway why cant i stop? why is it so hard to stop helping it doesnt make sense so many undeserved people i help have betrayed me and worse destroy my image lies deceit fabrication of story etc. but they still live is god giving them a chance to repent or i should be the punisher god wants me to punish them? dont think so i never receive any orders or sign so let them be in peace
i tried this freewriting app on browser it lets you write in 5 minutes but you cant stop i think i did this before in steemit but if not mistaken i never posted what i wrote. i know the writing above has many errors but i dont want to change anything i let it be as raw as possible i dont think much while i write it just like how i wrote this explanation right now just let the words go out throught my fingertips.
anyway that was kind of fun maybe i do this again. thanks for reading
almost forgot to share you the link of the freewriting app
here it is dangerous writing