Being part of those shows must be a struggle in its own way, and it's true that participating isn't for everyone, at least not in every life situation. But hey, maybe one day a even better opportunity will appear! Meanwhile, you get to enjoy the faces of other people eating surströmming etc. lol.
You really seem to love snow, I'll have to talk with you during cold winter days, I feel like you can cheer me up! Even now you made me think positively about winter, thanks for that!