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I woke up so torn about powering down, lol...I wasn't planning on quitting my writing here but I felt like a quitter for hitting that button lol. So feeling torn made me realize I am making choices out of worry and stress due to bills and not thinking about the future like I normally do. So that tells me now is not the time to attempt that. i will figure some way to juggle the two without going backwards on that SP