You seem to be taking it well. Work on drumming up some support. When things aren't going right, try to keep it to yourself.
Hahaha that's right bro and seems like you've captured correctly my bat swing & the ball slam here.
As for the rest of your comment, I concur with you!!
Howevah, I can't help it but sometimes pay too much attention to that old saying fluttering over my head way too often: "The squeaky wheel gets the grease" ¿You know? :D
In my world, when my wheels squeak, I grab my own grease gun. If it's empty, I fill it. Then I put that shit on there myself. If I find out later I used the wrong stuff, that's still my fault. Rinse, repeat, hopefully get it right.