What a wonderful insight!
In my life experience, i cling to things/someone who always make cry and sad but still keep on coming back (for depency and fear)..... But then one day i realise that in order to be happy, you have let go of the things that makes you feel sad , and i was happier than ever! Thanked God
Thanks for opening up. We all have to find the balance of letting go and holding on. I am glad you found a good place to be for your life.