I feel sad hearing this news because I honestly enjoyed reading your blog. Though I do not know you enough, nor been on this platform long enough to know exactly how you mean, but I feel you and i am happy that you have found your way. I think it's always the right decision as long as that decision was made by you, and only you. All the best!
That's it. We are our choices.
I really feel good after having made this decision. It's not the first time that I thought about quitting, so I was already familiar with my PROs and CONs :-)
Now I'll be surfing again every day which is simply awesome!
Have a great time and best of luck for your journey