So, touching and I mean from the heart stuff...
I understand how you feel, part emptoness and freedom, and I can see you understood , it was time for her to go.
I also see how you love her, for the person she was before her depression and illness... and I can also see how happy she would be to join Lolo and her peers there whereever she is!!
I see your become stronger and a balanced atitude.
I like to say, I been through hell too due to my own mother, who is torturing even now... daily fights, and insults, humiliation and I hate her completely.
Before this, she overdosed and we had horrible time and I am always the problem for the family... but enough of that... I understand how meserable you felt and I see how you were brave enough to testimony the truth as you embraced it...
Goodluck, on starting a new chapter in your life. Thanks for sharing this as well, it takes something to share something like this... a vulnerability, but truth is always empowering.
Your grandma and grandpa look great actually... she lived a good happy life with love in her younger days hopefully...
Hi @mintymile, I felt your empathy. It is such a validating feeling when someone understands your sentiments. When I shared my testimony with the people, a part of me was worried about how they were going to take it. You know, during these times, people like to hear good things about the person only and not the bad side. I am thankful that you accepted me for what I did.
I wish you strength as you thrive in your day-to-day situation with your mom. It's gonna be a tough one. I know that. Lots of struggles, emotional distress, and life crisis. Hang in there, friend.