I was very sorry to see this, Benjamin. I am very grateful, however, to see the way in which you have chosen to respond!
"God brought this prosperity to me and if it is His will to "create disaster" for my "iron shield" city, then I say "not my will, but yours be done." Good, good Father."
Amen. To Him be all praise, glory, and honor, in the days, weeks, and months to follow. While I can only imagine the ... "daze" ... you find yourself in, for the moment, it is equally clear you are already well on your way to a proper, eternally focused view of what to make of it.
There is no greater example of how to process it, than the one from our Lord you have cited above. Rest assured, all things will work together for good. Not because of anything you are. Or will do ...
No! It is because of who He is and what He and He alone can and most certainly will do!