Most people upon seeing my condition would utter the words "I do not want that situation." And who would want this kind of life really? But I came to this point now and it had been a milestone that in a way that I should be proud upon in achieving because it is a rare feat of survival and endurance.
It may be an ugly thing to abandon my quest for a better health and I do not really want to give up because the hope that I see is reachable if some factors around it are met. I know that odds are against me and that makes it pretty hard as things are really complicated in my case.
My plan really is to save some money and let it speak for what I wanted to happen because most people around me doesn't believe that I could finance my medical needs. I can well finance me needs if I could be able to continue my blogging work here and if my steemian friends could also continue to support me then things might go in my favor and a hope for a better future for me can be achieved, I just need more time.
Time me is of the essence and I might not have much of it already. All that I could do is to strive to look for ways that I can seek and apply the best options for me if there were any options left for me to choose from and I know that it comes with a big price if I want another favorable and doable option that I could use, it is just all with complications and comorbidities and it is disturbing psycologically.
The darkest hours are just before the dawn. Do not give up as God will take care of you by using his many blessings.
Amen
Hello @cryptopie you're a good example for those people who are taking life for granted and not making the most out of it.
I know that being someone in your condition can see you as unfortunate as you are not. You've been blessed with very generious people here and you've been able to help your family even though it's quite a struggle every day.
You are special and will always be an inspiration to me. :)
You think a lot about yourself. You do not think you are all we are all agreed to share your troubles. You will be very quick to recover. The things you think are actually not real life, you will be really healthy. We always wish you well.
there is a reason for everything crypto there is a reason that God created you the you are , am glad you share your struggle that we may know what you go through.
@cryotopie I know life has been hard for you. But the more I read your blog the more I know that you are stronger and more resilient than most people in the world. I don't know how you find the strength to keep going but I pray you find that strength every day and keep fighting to live and to get the medicine and procedures you need.
When I first got on Steem I came across your blog and reading your blog is the reason that caused me to stay on this platform. I would always keep wondering how you were doing and it drove me to dive into steem. Thank you for being brave enough to post your journey on here. We are all better for getting to see a little glimpse of your life.
The lord is your strength and you won't give up. He is always with you.
God has reasons for everything happening to us but I wish you quick recovery and good health soon.God Bless
Get well soon
And overcome difficulties in this life
Araki you are getting better and you will become better and stronger
I hope that God bless you health and wellness
@cryptopie goooood night
Hallo @cryptopie, we all support you and I understand what you mean.I know, these times are not the words you need. but what about the pain you are experiencing? and when are you waiting to come ??You do not care about the people around you think positive for you.the important thing is you do not trouble them, it is far from enough.
I think you are doing pretty well on this platform and getting support from fellow steemians. No worry! Hope nothing will change and nobody will stop supporting you :)
We feel proud when we see you giving thanks to Great God. Do not worry our Great God with you and Hid great blessings too, May God make ease amen
I believe that you will one day be completely healthy and come back to us. . I always support you. . @cryptopie,, God bless you