Eh, I have been on and off homeless most of my life and live on my own only because Greg offered me a home when I was facing homelessness yet again. I would be screwed otherwise. But I am seeking help and am making it, sorta. I am getting better! He is much older than me, he's 44 in a few days and he said it took him many years to get better. He lived at home for a long time, until his late 30's at least. Then he moved to another state to be with a girl and when they broke up he stayed. So we both have not been exactly capable but we are doing it now. It helps to have a partner that understands. I have a lot of sensory issues. I have misophonia which is repetitive sounds driving me crazy but I also just get sensory overload in general and have had to run away from crowded places due to it.
Aw, thank you so much. :') I do have some seriously amazing friends that remind me of my worth and keep me going. I would be so lost without all of my friends. Even if the interactions are online. :) Works for me!
I do feel like I am in a bit of a comfort zone rut but I am trying to break out by trying out many new types of art, photography, and publishing more books and stuff. As long as I diversify my hobbies and art I feel vitality.