RE: I was trapped inside a body, with no help / I hope my fighting instincts will help me to keep going with Steemit !

Our bodies produce our own perfect medicine, and it is free.
The for profit medical establishment prohibits doctors from sharing this info.
You must research for yourself and bravely buck all convention and social conditioning.
Start reading John W. Armstrong, "Water of Life".
Then Martha Christie "Your Own Perfect Medicine".
Both are free to download.
Once you start your body will respond very quickly.
This is very real, and very ancient medicine, no question about it.
Our modern western medicine has indeed been lying to us.
There are several private yahoo groups should you wish to field specific questions. I can introduce you, should this be of further interest.
Best of luck, cheers A.