I know!! It is very hard but so far I had been able to stop every time I wanted but now it is different. This time it does depend on someone else, I know myself and most of the time the challenge is against myself but right now that one didn´t work out for me. I work better if I have a rival or "enemy" to beat and this time I just made all of you that, that way I have someone to "beat" hehehe.
I am not ready to quit forever, I like smoking, what I don´t like is depending on it to go by. I don´t have any other reason but to be my own boss and deciding I´m done with this level of addiction. That is why I need to make a big fuzz about it, because I no longer can deal with it by myself. But I know that in three months I´ll say to myself: You did it, you overcamen this obstacle :)
Thank you for this surfer!