Hey there @johano! Wow you are going through some of my older stuff too! You know, that's really what I appreciate!
Well, I wrote this at a time where I basically had no followers. As you can see, right now, it has a whopping 12 views on it! Haha.
f I see you trying to get out of the mess, I wonder why so many can't do it.
Well in that moment as I am going through it, I can tell you it does feel absolutely hopeless. It was not till I was way past it that I even felt the hopelessness lift. I would absolutely understand anyone going through a similar experience as me, feeling like there is absolutely no way out of the mess!
That's part of why I want to be as open as possible about it, as I feel there are many out there who could benefit.
The funny thing is, I actually think fasting would do a huge number on me at the point. If I had known, I might have tried, and I am sure it would have.
Thanks for your reply. For sure your diary will help many people in similar situations. And even for people with less drug experiences or none, your blog privides a lot of insights concerning our body, the temple of the soul...