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Excellent share, thank you for that.
Have you heard of The Entourage Effect?
Many of these compounds interact synergistically to create what scientists refer to as an “entourage effect” that magnifies the therapeutic benefits of the plant’s individual components—so that the medicinal impact of the whole plant is greater than the sum of its parts.
Terpenoids and cannabinoids both increase blood flow, enhance cortical activity, and kill respiratory pathogens, including MRSA, the antibiotic-resistant bacteria that in recent years has claimed the lives of tens of thousands of Americans. Dr. Russo’s article reports that cannabinoid-terpenoid interactions “could produce synergy with respect to treatment of pain, inflammation, depression, anxiety, addiction, epilepsy, cancer, fungal and bacterial infections.”
It maybe that there is still a version of oil that is best for you.
Rick Simpson told me once before he had started giving the Oil away that he had found a strain that had helped immediately with his Tinnitus from a dealer in a nearby town but when he went back to purchase the strain it was sold out and he never came accross it again for those years.
Thier are many many strains and it seems we have to be our own phsicians in this and find that which works for you best. I would not give up, you may yet find the strain for you.
Marijuana’s bouquet of terpenes that “riot of perfumes,” as the poet (and hashish-eater) Arthur Rimbaud once said plays another important role. Terpenes and CBD buffer THC’s tricky psychoactivity. Cannabinoid-terpenoid interactions amplify the beneficial effects of cannabis while mitigating THC-induced anxiety.
It maybe that the anxiety produced when you tried to partake again was to much THC without the balance for you of CBD's and terpens which can cause your extreme anxiety feelings.
I hope this helps a little..
Bless you and all those your heart touches. :-)