I really do not like to eat that is why you can see my body as is, skin and bones. It is because in the former years I had been suffering from anemia and that made appetite shoot down at rock bottom so down low that meats would taste like paper and I would not eat until I shake from a low blood sugar.
But I wanted to eat only just to satiate my hunger and if only I could do to not put food on my belly I would because it will save me from using the toilet and stressing myself from going there as well in the first place. But lately I am having a problem with my mouth's aftertaste being so biter all the time so if I would eat and eat just to wash it off I would be inclined to drink as well and it will definitely be my problem as it will fill me up with water fast.
I am just being forced to purchase these food supplements but if I will be given a choice I would never buy such expensive things but being a need makes me do it anyhow and purchase myself such dietary health support just to aid me from surviving my medical condition which I find very hard to fight on all fronts.
I also have chosen to take another session for my dialysis needs and it will be three times now instead of two. My thoughts on that issue is that the nurses might just divide the efficacy of two dialysis sessions into three so I will in turn achieve like an equivalent of two dialysis instead of three.
It is just I do not want to pay for a mediocre dialysis because I myself is always wanting to achieve the best well-being that I can get and if I would get a treatment undercutting then I will not pursue it anymore. So just thinking about it all makes me feel that I will going to be mad.
I am glad you have decided to go for another session of dialysis per week. Don't worry too much about getting the same amount of treatment in 3 sessions as you do in 2 just spread out. You will get more dialysis by default because the most effective cleaning happens in the first hour or less.
Thanks for your inputs @lizzyib I appreciate it very much. :)
i always pray for you friend.cause i love you so much..have a good day..love you @cryptopie
Thank you! I've been learning from you too about such things as cincalet.
your friends must be strong, do not easily give up pleading to Allah may be cured of your illness
All that God has said, we should be pleased with it, we think it will be different, whatever we have given it, it has all given so much. Where is your logic, where are you feeling good?
it's better to consume food, as it good for your body. if you don't eat meal you drink juice or smoothies for your energy and fulfill your basic need.
Perfect in what you say, to achieve the best welfare for you, every day, to open our eyes is one more day that God allows us to continue in the fight and therefore you should not skimp on anything, just feel better, fight for that day, and do not think about tomorrow, let's live one day at a time, my greeting from Venezuela. @ cryptopie
Ok just resist as you can. And try to be relax. Mental pressure is too bad for your health.
I praay for your happy life.
Don't stop your self from eating!
it will make you stronger.
the effort to stay healthy is a formidable soul
God bless you ,,,,,you Life Is Full Of Dilemmas From Food To Healthcare ,,few days may be your health properly all right,,, thanks for sharing with us
Resteem done