Dear Diary: Pondering Thoughts About My Leontiasis Condition

in #health7 years ago (edited)

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A few years ago especially from the recent months I was faced with this body changes that accompanied back pain. At first my body became weaker and weaker with stiffness all over and then my stature shortened a bit then I had an awful "side pain" which made me bedridden for many days although I still managed to walk to the bathroom.

Then my face changed dramatically along with it in an exponential manner that and actually all of that caught me by surprise. One day I saw myself in the mirror and I saw my appearance, way different than what was once I am familiar with. My image of myself from the past years is now only in my memory.

Leontiasis transformed me from a beautiful butterfly into an ugly grub, I went thinking about how I could overcome it until I discovered steemit community then I was able to purchase my medicine for it and use it until today for my cure.

My Leontiasis is still a mystery for me because of the receding gums because underneath there was bones which makes me think that it is reverting back and the bones is shrinking. I am happy about and I am just hoping that it would continue to get smaller so that I could eventually eat without having to lay down which really is so inconvenient even though some see it like I was eating like a king >o< but nothing could be more farther from the truth and the truth of the matter is I am so bothered with it.

But the subtle changes over the course of a few months made my face shine with hope that at least now I know that my face won't grow larger into a more grotesque manner than I expect because the cause is now being controlled somewhat by my regular medication of my cinacalcet for my hyperparathyroidism.

It is good to realize now that my worries are now gone regarding if my head would grow larger, I thank God for all these grace and nothing I could ask for but for God to bless the steemit community, one of the source of my strength to overcome this monster of a health issue, it is falling beneath my feet, triumph is on my hand.

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I have a back pane. I understand how much pain can hurt. I always pray for you to be healthy

feel so sad to hear your sad story .....you are a brave man fighting with such a bad disease ....And we want to see in the what you were in the past so don't lose the courage and be brave .....God Bless you

we know you are going through a very hard time man :(
we just can pray for you :(
get well soon bro.

It is good to realize now that my worries are now gone regarding if my head would grow larger, I thank God for all these grace and nothing I could ask for but for God to bless the steemit community

During good and bad times, we ought to give thanks to God. He has a purpose for each and every one of us.

Hey,bro. Don't be frustrsted. One day u will be totally better from now like us. May Allah bless u my brother.

@cryptopie God always there with you in every challenges and trials,God bless....

Merely looking at your picture I'm not happy at all ..i know you're going to better by God grace you're going be in good health.the peace of the Lord which pass all understanding abide with you and forever more

No matter how you look, for me, you are a beautiful butterfly, a great peaceful warrior.

Hello dear friend, I really imagine everything you have lived with your condition and it is unfortunate, but as I always say it should give more weight to the positive things, and you will say: what can this have positive ?, Well let me tell you that with This condition has taken your side more warrior and you have known how to accept it and always with a positive spirit, of course at the hand of God that you know does not bandona. I am very sure that you will see great rewards for your struggle has undoubtedly been worthy of admiration. I send you a big hug.

You need to move on from that thought. You need to focus on your treatment now. And dont forget to always pray.

Hijo......... Eres un CAMPEÓN y ninguna adversidad te doblegará.
Tu tienes muchas personas a tu alrededor aunque a la distancia.
¿Fea Larva? jajajajajajaja. No eres un ser bello y con misiones por delate.
Que Dios te Bendiga.
Una Abrazo Grande.

Recently I had a minor sprain in the spine and I couldn't even bear it for a couple of days. I can think of the pain you are dealing with. May your struggles be heard by the god. Have a speedy recovery bro.

Very good news friend, thank God I can notice your renewed hopes for what you write, keep going. I am sure that your followers will continue to pray for you and send positive thoughts. Greetings and take care of yourself. @cryptopie

Hey, @cryptopie dont warry, god bless you.

We are with you every time. to pray for u'r healthy

Do not take tention @cryptopie, just stay strong. we are all pray for your health

Hey,bro. Don't be frustrsted. One day u will be totally better from now like us. May Allah bless u my brother.

Don't worry my friend you will get well soon

Hello dear friend, I really imagine everything you have lived with your condition and it is unfortunate, but as I always say it should give more weight to the positive things, and you will say: what can this have positive ?, Well let me tell you that with This condition has taken your side more warrior and you have known how to accept it and always with a positive spirit, of course at the hand of God that you know does not bandona. I am very sure that you will see great rewards for your struggle has undoubtedly been worthy of admiration. I send you a big hug.

I pray that you get better soon, a sick person knows how painful his suffering is because he does not think the brother, trust the Lord

Finally, I know the name of your condition. I have always wanted to read further about it, but I didn't know the name.

Recently I had a minor sprain in the spine and I couldn't even bear it for a couple of days. I can think of the pain you are dealing with. May your struggles be heard by the god. Have a speedy recovery bro.

Very good news friend, thank God I can notice your renewed hopes for what you write, keep going. I am sure that your followers will continue to pray for you and send positive thoughts. Greetings and take care of yourself. @cryptopieVery good news friend, thank God I can notice your renewed hopes for what you write, keep going. I am sure that your followers will continue to pray for you and send positive thoughts. Greetings and take care of yourself. @cryptopie

Now I am realizing your the story of your life. pain is always indicates incoming health problem. It has became true for your life. But, the main sentence is" health is wealth". If your health is good, you are happy person. wishing your best health condition.