Now it is clear and evident to me that the cause of my breathlessness mainly was my backbone which is I,m worried still collapsing and shrinking and squeezing my lungs out so that I am just like being strangled on my torso in the process.
As I went again today for my dialysis I asked my head nurse to readjust again my weight near to the point that i have no excess fluids in my system. So she did and in fact I was set to be dried up with 4.2 kilos of fluids but after about one and a half hours of being hooked up my BP comes crashing down agin.
It got e worried because it is no nearer unto the end time of treatment. Fortunately my BP got corrected again and the dialysis resumed. Then after some time it crashed again and it was raised again. Finally about 16 minutes before the finish time it crashed again into uncomfortable levels so they were forced to stop since I also can't bear it anymore.
I realized that my desire to get a good breathing finally had ended and I am now in the twilight or should I say dusk of my condition where soon I will have to make use of a respirator in order to let myself breathe but I pray to God not to let that happen to me and save me from the situation where not only would suffer but also my family.
I am just trying not to think about it and just focus on the best things that I could do and see in my life although soon I will have to deal with reality in my medical condition. But my body and health may hold up, who knows and I might save it from destruction before it will happen.
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Wow friend you really must feel very worried, but the struggle continues, God takes you by the hand, trust him.
Just hold on @cryptopie and never give up. God is always with you...May he help you ease all the pain and burden you having now...
you are the brave man. you have fought a lot of the hardness in your life, keep courage and go ahead.May God bless you and get well soon. :)
Let me tell u , droppong down of bp during dialysis is not something that only u encounterd but hypotension ( low bp) is the most common compliction of dialysis, so don't be panic with it.
Time and again, let me tell u don't let negative thoughts beat u down.Stay toned up with optimism.Passimistic thoughts are no ways going to help,they are only harmful for u but positive thoughts are beneficial for ur physica,social l as well as mental health.So kick off the passimism and embrace optimism.May GOD heal u soon.
I really admire how you keep fighting in every way you can. Some people give up at the first hurdle. I pray that you win through.
It is different now, it is really hard to move around anymore and I really am so disabled with many things in m physical body that it gives me some kind of depression and helplessness. It is just steemit helps me with some of my misery and burdens. I thank the community for it.
I will keep upvoting your posts and hope this will help. And also because you write very insightful posts.
I feel pain just reading what you are going through. I’m also happy for your positive thinking and for praying to God. I’m praying for you and whatever makes you feel better let it please happen.
Many prayers for you my friend. You are as sweet as they come and you deserve to have a good life.
Friend despite the difficulties you must keep fighting, God is with you. My prayers are with you.
There is nothing impossible for God, hold your fight to him, that from here many are in prayer for your improvement. Strength brother.
You are right, nothing more powerful than prayer and faith. God will work on @cryptopie.
May creator help you to release from bad physical condition.I always hope that you are gonna be happy and healthy life.
great blog.There is no language to thank you. Have a nice post. A good report about human health
Thank you very much for your post, in order to give us the post
very bad news @cryptopie
Don't think about it, just think positive and remain calm.