Yeah PCOS can definitely make you feel ugly and unattractive. I have it also and I feel I managed it fine before until I had a kid and since then I feel like my estrogen has -tanked-. I'm going to the doctor on Monday for another hormone test and will prolly have to start popping birth control pills to regulate and balance my hormone levels. Because it's not even just the physical symptoms that make me feel like crap about myself, I feel tired and depressed and have headaches constantly. Luckily I never got the excessive weight gain and acne, and I've always been able to lose weight relatively easily but I also gain it quickly if I don't watch it. But it definitely does a number on your self esteem. I have friends that have pcos as well and we try to support each other when we can and inspire each other to take our lives back. At least take comfort that you're not alone and that there are millions of women out there dealing with the same things. I know that makes me feel a little better.