Depression is terrible my friend @calaber24p , my mother has double problems that needs to be medicated (Anxiety and Depression)
I remember that sometimes she was not able to sleep for simple things but for her condition was something terrible, she needed to be medicated by a psychiatric and she received electroshock on the 90's, she is functional but when one of this things attack is terrible, (The worst part), it seems that depression in my family is hereditary. (my grandmother hanged herself, 2 sisters of my grandmother hanged themselves, even my mother tried to kill herself drinking a bunch of pills) is a hard story. Even right now tears comes out of my eyes, because for me, living experiencing those problems or impacts was super hard but i continued and i will continue.
I have been living with all that shhh* since i was a kid, my mother says that she does not know how she tried to do that. That thing is not a joke, is terrible to see your mother acting like robot or doing awkward things being a kid, thanks of that nowadays i can beat every challenge that appear in front of my way, and is because i don't care living a mess or living a hell, because i know how to get out of that place (i have been there many times since long time ago).
I will recommend you to speak with a psychology at least 1 per month, even the persons that has no depressions one day they ask themselves about her reason of being here.
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