Oh wow! Same here, thank you for sharing your story! <3
It's amazing how much we take our bodies for granted and how much of the worries people have about them we don't notice.
Eyes are so precious and such a big part of our experiences and communications, I can only imagine how much stress it must give you to not be able to see on the level you want and know this might be the last chance you have of finding good lenses.
I was also truly disappointed when my doctors told me 'there's nothing we can do' - OK UH WHAT?! We always assume there must be some solution to our problems, so it's a shock to hear 'no' from some of the brightest people on earth.
I'm going to think a lot of positive thoughts and send them your way, let's hope these lenses work out for you <3