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@valorforfreedom I agree with you Phil, the hand shaking is something that is minor. It isn't Parkinson's disease. I would say that it is more like a nervous twitch or something like that. It takes a strong person to put their flaws/weaknesses (as you put them) out there for all to see.

Thanks man, docs say my brain is 100% healthy, so my guess it is bad social conditioning (brainwashing into meekness), high blood pressure and a bit genetics.

dude if I saw you shaking I would totally think you were taking cocaine... and I would share with you some of mine :P JK

"A weakness is only a weakness until you embrace it and work around or with it, then it becomes a strenght" - Teutonium, 2018

Most of the times when I have some kind of anxiety or don't know if I should do something I just say idgaf and do it, fuck everything, we are all going to die someday, there are people dying right now as you read this text, I think those ppl have much bigger problems then any of us have...

Those Instagram, youtubers, dtubers, etc... that seem like they have a perfect life and have no handicaps are a bunch of fakers! We all have flaws, how we deal with those flaws is what separates the strong from the weak... I used to have a problem with going bald, I had social anxiety because of it, now I just don't give a fudge, if people tell me "OMG you are going bald" I reply to them "yeah, good eyes, if it keeps going on I just shave it all and that's it..."

Weaknesses, rode blocks, downs, depression, these are the stuff that when surpassed makes us strong! If we had a life without stress and no flaws we would never learn anything at all! We learn through the hard times, not through the easy times!

"ITS THE COCAINE MAAAAAAYNE"

Most of the times when I have some kind of anxiety or don't know if I should do something I just say idgaf and do it, fuck everything, we are all going to die someday, there are people dying right now as you read this text, I think those ppl have much bigger problems then any of us have...

100% agree with that!

Man your whole comment is awesome Teuto, you write the best comments on Steem.

You always looting my vote power :D

If it's going to be on the blockchain forever might as well make the comment good!

Trust me you are not the only one that I "suck" the voting power off, I've had steemians asking me if I don't sleep xD

I have a goal, to be rich, I'll only stop when i achieve that goal, until then it's hard work 24 seven, leaving good comments, sharing with the community, creating roots, etc...

BTW you heard of that book called Rich dad Poor dad? The author came to steemit! One of the world's best sellers!

Yeah I have heard of him, pretty rad, what is his account?

you guys have bigger balls than alot of people on social media have to just put it straight out their im afflicted with mental illness so i understand it (not quite ready to put it out their and discuss it so openly yet)!!! :) but maybe one day like my wife always tells me its a part of who i am like saying that the sky is blue it just is it is not what defines me!!

Haha thank you Joe. It is a part of you but like you wrote, it is not what defines you.

Nobody can define you, only you can do that because you know yourself inside out.

dude, I loved this video!! you said my name right! :)

Thanks Harshil! Glad you liked it. : )
Are you active on Discord? We could chat there.

Wow Phil you are very brave to come out and say it how it is. To be honest my hands are very shaky too! We must be spirit animals =P

Owl Symbolism
Symbolic meanings for the owl are:

-Intuition, ability to see what others do not see
-The presence of the owl announces change
-Capacity to see beyond deceit and masks
-Wisdom
-The traditional meaning of the owl spirit animal is the announcer of death, most likely symbolic like a life transition, change