I DID IT AGAIN

in #heartbreak6 years ago

I guess am not as strong as I thought I was
I guess I wasn't ready to face it yet
I am not fully prepared to fight this war
I allowed the same flame burn me again
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I fell to easy and fast for the trap I had
fallen into in the past
I completely lost myself while trying to
find a new me
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I have gave out my complete trust quickly
I did not even try to find out if my heart
is in safe hands
And just like that I slipped and fell again
What is wrong with me ?
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I know there is nobody that is born without
faults or imperfections
But must your imperfections overrule your
perfections
Stop telling me no one is perfect cause it's
becoming annoying
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You knew I am soft at heart and forgives
easily and you took advantage of it
I have tried to change but I can't
I still remain that girl that overlooks
mistakes and forgives all
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Why do I keep doing this?
I keep diving into this same pool
And guess what,I can't even swim
So I always sink to the bottom like a
stone.
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But it's not my fault
I thought I already knew how to surf
But this wave is too strong and again
It hit me,I lost balance and fell into the sea
I did it again
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