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I have been helped. I must help others. I did what I could. And let's be clear, I really am in no position financially to do this sort of thing. But .... I have this murky idea in my heart that somehow, this will help me somehow down the road. Pay it forward and never look back.

Amen..you said it all...amen.

Oh there is probably more to be said, but I think you got the point ;)