how are you doing on this month ? Any open sky in sight ? I'm soo touched and sore in my heart reading your post but the only help I can give is my encouragement... As I chose to live with minima Financial support. But here is a link :
If you are opened heart and mind, you may believe in subliminal messages wich work with pour subconscience. It worked well on me... So, why not you ? courage... and keep go on !
loving kindness to you both