Yup, they're running a script, but I'm not mad because I think it's very likely that we, or a lot of us anyway, knew before we jumped into the womb what we were signing on for.
We were born for these times.
Cool thoughts, it must be lovely to be you.
Well, I like myself for the most part :)
Thinking too much used to be more of a problem though, a tendency to feel alone. There's something to be said for those who just experience life without picking it apart, so I've learned to have days like that and give my brain a break lol
I had to stop blogging to have days like that. It's hard to get back up and running here, so I've gone back to where I got my blogging start - freewriting. It feels good.
It really is hard! When I first took a break from hive back in 2020, I never intended to be gone so long, but I found the more time passed, the more difficult it was to get back in rhythm.
Although in retrospect I am really glad that was the time I stayed away. So many of my old friends ended up at war with others on the platform for different points of view. Some of them friends on opposite sides of the fence. Maybe I could have been a peacekeeper, but I was not quite myself so it's also possible I would have ended up taking sides. Instead I've maintained all of those relationships, and that's much more healthy for me :)