I can only respond with my favorite line from the entire thing I wrote:
Humans don't want to see as a god sees, we want to be loved as a god loves, to leap into the unknown and be caught in the palm of a divine hand because we are worthy, not infinite.
In other words, I suspect the true joy of gambling is to be weighed on the scales of the universe itself and be found inherently worthy in the process.
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Definitely gotta look into this Hume fella. Heard his name before but always assumed he was contemporary 🤦