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I recently losed a dear friend and to be sincere I have not been myself since then. He had sickle cell anemia but he always acted strong and did not ever want to be pitiful. His death came to me as a shock and even during the funeral, I could only watch and pretend to be strong for every one else. now I can barely sleep, the thought of him keeps hovering through my mind and sometimes I do not even know what to think. I have never discussed this with anybody and I think I can not hold it any longer. he was more than just a friend to me. he was my brother and basically my only best friend. I just needed to let it out and since I can not discuss it with anybody, am putting it into writing. I need your supports and prayers going through this hard time of my life ...
What a hard blow you have had @myztiqakusuk ! My condolences. I don't think you should feel guilty for still feeling the pain like the first day. Take your time, and I think it's good that you drained your emotions today with those heartfelt words. Hugs.
How sorry we are for your loss @myztiqakusuk 😔 From here we send you much strength. Losing someone we love is like losing a part of ourselves 🥺 We understand you. At this time you need a lot of support. Grieving is a process that takes time and is in stages. Count on our prayers 🙏 You can pray too. God hears and understands our pain better than anyone. Please don't have to live this alone. There are professionals who can give you the practical help you need. Do not hesitate to seek them out. Then if you wish to share with us through a post how your process is going with that help, we will be glad to read it 😊⛅