I could relate to it and I've had similar moments in my life too. And I want you to remember that sooner or later, we do find people who we can confide in, be happy to be with, feel comfortable being around and being ourselves but that doesn't mean we idly wait and don't love ourselves or take care of ourselves in every possible way we can, we must.
May God bless you. 💐🤍
Thank you so much for your kind words