I can only imagine how you feel dear brother, but I think putting your mind on the fact that you still have him around will really help your mental health and help you feel better, if you feel your friends are intelligent minds (no insult intended), please feel free to speak with them and get this off your chest. Spend more time with your brother, help him feel better and help him find confidence in the fact that you sincerely care about him.
Thank You for the advice, I really needed it.
You know I’ve really been drowning seriously with indecision lately.
I am happy I was able to help.