Every single year comes with its own set of challenges and also leaves us with a lot of things to think about in the end there are a lot of things that this particular of 2024 has left me with because it has a lot of stuff in it as it never used to be the same that it was even if a talking about just a single day the very next day could have had a very different thing then what I face previous day which is why this is one of the most dynamic years that I have a face in my life and it has surely not been that easy for me to deal with.
Initially when the year was starting it was a very good period for me as most of the things that I was involved in used to be going very smoothly and as per the plans that I made and things were not that much filled with any kind of tension for me as I was pretty chill doubt and things working out just fine but as the months progressed things started to go after and that involves a lot of things right from my academic level as well as the professional life of mine also lost balance and along with the fact that my relationship issues also started at this particular point of time is well and all of these things started to go wrong at the same time made me fall into an evil space for sure.
For most of the part of the year, I started to just kind of think about ways with which I can try to strike a balance between everything in my life that is going wrong at the point in time and also started to look for better opportunities and try to make things work all at once which is something that I field on repeatedly but I never lost hope and I tried and tried and just kept on trying until I got to realize that things that not going to go better than this and this is the way forward and I might have to just surrender in the end.
There were a lot of moments where I lost hope and I thought that maybe yeah this is the end and there is no way forward that I can use to move ahead which was something that made me very sad because it is something that I have never done as things are always going to be something that's not going to go as planned but one way or the other we get a chance to go ahead but at this moment I was not able to see that particular gap which I can use moving forward.
Throughout my life, there are a lot of such examples where I have taken everything on my own and taken responsibility wherever people said that I should not be doing this and there can be a lot of problems with something that I wanted to do on my own and I neglected them and got involved in those particular things and eventually got successful in them as well but this time around there were a lot of difficulties and I was not able to get away ahead and that is when I remember that yes my have had a lesson to the people as well and there can always be a certain point where the confidence that I had my get started and this was that particular moment maybe and that is something which is why I hate it 2024 a lot.
Time never stopped and I just kept on hoping that I would find a way out of all of this and strike a balance among all of the things but things never really got better and everything just lots is balanced and also the quality that it had right from my Academics my personal life as well as everything just looks tt completely shutter away and I could find a way which I can be used to just keep on making all of them together and even think of keeping them in the future as well the way that I want them to be.
It all felt like I was at an all-time low and there could be nothing lower the list and this point in time I just needed a miracle that would make all things better magically and to my surprise when I lost all that it was something that happened and after that particular point of time there is again a source of hope that I can be used to my motivation to be keeping my efforts and feeling my passion to be going ahead and trying to even think that I can make things better as well in the future and that is something which is happening right at the end of the year.
All in all, what I learned from this particular year is that we definitely might think that things are going as we planned and there can be no issues that be faced along the way but things can drastically change even in a single moment and things that were looking perfect just the previous day can go damage the very next day and we need to be very hopeful at times as well even when we see nothing had there can be a lot of things that happen by sheer luck and we have to believe in miracles as well because those are the things that make all I special as well.
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