By myself, I did my usual recap and oh, I doubt that’s the right word to use. No, it isn’t. I mean, I didn’t even need a recap because am certain today’s experience would remain in my head for a long time, and before you think I enjoyed it, well. I wished that was it too lol
And yes, it was the opposite and no, I never saw it coming.
First, to clear the air, I never even got a date before today and for today. Nobody asked this fine girl to become their Val not even a girlfriend talk more like a guy but you know what, I was good. Truthfully I wasn’t even bothered one bit, and nope not because of anything but because February 14th had always appeared the same as every other day to me and oh yeah today was the first different experience I’ve encountered so far, and no no no.. it was extremely bad.
Like the devil just wanted to shame me and say this day, today. I would focus on only Tory and frustrate her and here I say, God forbid because that man did forbid all the plans of the devil and delivered my life and mental health from his hands.
And to drop the summary, my phone fell just at this very time last night while I was seated outside battling over network issues to make my daily post, and just like that, it went off totally and what was worst is I didn’t even post💔
In my mind, there's tomorrow, I would get it fixed and post twice at least to keep things checked, I slept with these thoughts hoping for a better tomorrow.
And oh my! My tomorrow was today and yes it never smiled at my face, never went the way I presumed and what was worst of all was how much it consumed from my wallet.
Well, my wallet was my major pain because that savings was budgeted for something important and was touched. But the stress was another.
From settling business to baring with traffic jams and oh I missed the part of dealing with annoying customers and then having to realize that your phone problem is more than what you thought it was and in conclusion how bad it ate from you.
Haven't been single for long but I think it had time I find someone whose shoulders I could lay to cry on..lol
Hope you read the sarcasm in that sha😅🤭
Honestly, I just needed to let this out in a sheet and my notepad seems to be the best of all right now, somehow had become my theraphy so even if today wasn't all juicy and sweet, I still rejoice in my heart and deepest imagination knowing fully well that I would be rich someday soon and my wallet would never be a problem to me anymore and by the way, I still ended up meeting my daily tasks and believe me that was a huge achievement all the way✨
Photo Credit Is Mine
It will be alright, my love. Everything will be just fine. You can cry on my shoulder sha, if anything. It's as big and comfortable as any guy's own.😂🥺❤️
But that's the actual confidence I have in you 😂😂
Knowing that you got me is everything 🥹💯