You know how you feel—you have everything about your life under control? And that nothing could ever go wrong? Well, let's just say we humans propose and God disposes. Well, I started this year feeling optimistic about everything, and I really loved how it started, even though some things weren't really okay, but somehow, I was still happy because, in my mind, I had everything I needed to start a new year, and I thought to myself, I'm going to be serious, and I would do this and that. I made a lot of resolutions for 2023. Well, well, lets just say not everything worked out as i planned and somehow lost concerntration at some point and everything just went haywire
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The first issue started with my school, and I wouldn't even call it an issue, but I will call it something else. Let me pit it in this manner: I needed to be more focused in class because, as a part-time student who didn't receive lectures every day, I had to make sure I had everything I needed in place to have a successful academic year, not that I'm anywhere done with school.
So I had to let go of one thing; my activeness online was what went for it. I had to let go of writing daily at a point, then it stopped, not by choice but because I got overwhelmed. Some days I would feel like crying, and sometimes I would even break down and cry because I was so so overwhelmed.
And doing all this, I still have to perform mom and wifey duties. Well, well, I really do try my best in this aspect, and I can say most of these things I did went unnoticed by those who were close to me; they never saw how I struggled to keep up with everything. At a point I had to take a loan to help me pay my fee; this particular loan hasn't even been paid back, even though I promised to pay it back soonest. Still, with this heat, my phone went bad, and I had to get another, which made me start a power down for it, but before the power down was completed, I had to borrow it from a few friends, which I paid with my power down.
A lot and much more stuff, like very personal stuff, shifted my focus from my new year resolution. In a way, I sometimes feel I might have made some kind of decision that is part of the reason why my goals for the year didn't come to manifestation.
AM I BACK NOW?
I am currently on my last semester for my ND PROGRAME. I don't plan to leave my education at this stage; I plan to still get that educational goal achieved even though some personal goals cannot be settled yet. I am not fully back on hives, but I believe with time I will get used to writing daily or frequently, and with time all will get back in place. This is one thing I am very sure about, even though it seems as if it might not be possible. I BELIEVE
So this isn't a resolution post; it's just more of me expressing how I feel about the year 2023. It really has been an eventful year, and kinda I'm not ending it on the note I would have loved, but it's still cool.
Thank you ecency
You're welcome
The most important thing is that one sensitive aspect of your life is given adequate attention
Sometimes, while trying to achieve all at your table, you will end up losing focus. It's good u focused on your academic more, together with ur mum and wife duties
Hopefully things will balance and you will be able to blog frequently like before
I hope everything sure comes to place smoothly, Thank you very much