👾 Dear @teamhumble its a chilled out rainy day in my heart even if its not raining outside

in Dear ________4 years ago


Oh my oh my, let me tell you. I usually write you with headphones on, but tonight I'm listening with my little wonderboom and boy oh boy is it doing it for me, its filling the room with those distant rain sounds. It really is kind of perfect.

Hello and goodmorning my love, is it raining at your location? I knew earlier today wether or not tomorrow was calling for rain but at this point I truly dont remember, part of me hopes it's a rainy one. Shutters shut, oil heater cranked, socks layered with wool booties. I'm here for that kind of work day. Steaming hot beverage to my left, aah.... what a vibe this track is.

I meant what I said in that video earlier, I was convinced it was mid week by the end of the day, have I really only had that holiday box out for just a week?! I know we always used to joke about our perceptions of time being distorted but damn, it's so severe for me lately. And also, by the end of the day i'm TIRED with a capital TIEEEE-urd. I feel like I ran a 7 mile marathon when I can assure you i've done nothing but the sort.

Maybe its all the energy switching, maybe it's the shorter days where the body is like AHEM the light has been out for hours now why arent you sleeping.

Dunno, I've always just synced with circadian rhythms that way.

One day when we're truly off grid, I'd love to do a week outside time. Just one week where all the digitals are off, no clocks or watches, just a week when we eat when we feel hungry, sleep when we're tired and fuck the rest. Damn, a week outside time sounds like the most relaxing thing I can think of.

I guess that points to the fact that most of my existential stress comes from time, i'm terrified by the way it seems to slip, but maybe it's like sand, the harder you grip the faster it goes...

Anyway, I'm done with my philosophical time crisis. (Damn that was a fun game though, time crisis, please tell me you remember that one from the arcades.)

It's time for me to take contacts out, wash my face and get under the covers instead of on top of them. I think I'll keep this track on a bit longer and let the chilled out vibes seep in, maybe my subconscious can give me a break and wont serve me prison riot jail break megazord dental anxiety dreams eh?

One can only hope.

I hope this little message made you smile. I hope you're warm and well and fed and watered this morning.

I love you to the alpha quadrant and back...

<3 Dot

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ha ! morning, i've been up since like 5am, guess my body had enough of sleeping and i got stuck in doom scrollin tiktok until tiktokuk interrupted what i was doing with a video that said "hey you've been doing this a while now" with a video that fitted the tiktok vibe but also was like an AI parent. i actually thought, damn tiktok your good. so i got up and it was still like 7am. i know, wild.

jazz and rain, let's go, two beverages ready to go there, personally i'd swap them out for a roaring fire and some whisky to drift off too with this playing in the background. i'm glad that wonderboom is doing the business, it looked like such a solid unit. i'd love to hear another one in stereo as they sync together right?

yeah time is a funny construct right, seems like we have little of it, then we stop caring about it and we end up with loads of it, actually in some ways, we've already had a lifetime of memories made in a short period of time, stuff you can travel around the universe with, super lightweight.

totally down for that week outside of time, like wake when it feels natural to do so or before life get's in the way of everything, get someone to handle all the somes for a week, dip out, yeah i guess you can set an alarm for like a week later on a phone :)

of course i remember time crisis, had many a good time in arcades as a kid playing that one, what with afterburner, outrun, the blue lit up tron one, terrible game, amazing cabinet.

Feeling great over here if not a little nappy/sleepy today and yes, it's only fucking TUESDAY, ha! i know right, i was half thinking too it felt more like near the weekend rather than the start of a week, it's trying to do some kind of calendar kung fu on us i think. I may nap again, not sure yet, just going with it, this soundtrack is TAKING ME THERE thou right now. it's SOOOOO chill biiiizeeey :)

Love ya :)
Mwah, Mouser x