That was an amazing conversation. I'm sorry I missed it during the first week, I had some personal stuff I was dealing with but I loved every minute of it. @drrune @young-boss-karin
I haven't had a physical experience with a man, but I often feel men (especially outgoing men) trying to penetrate or dominate in social situations. I really don't enjoy groups of men, I prefer lone-wolfs because they are less prone to dominate or be dominated and it's easier to talk as equals. I can play that whole competitive game but I don't really get off on winning so I don't see a point.
I think this all comes from survival, but as society changes, we can become more vulnerable, and I think it's much healthier for all of us.
As for looking at women...I have thought about this before. I look, but only so far as I can do it without being invasive.