Hey man! This is good! Very creative and emotional and I like the delivery.
Some deep stuff there man, I hope all is okay :) đ It doesnât matter if we smile to others or ourselves, smiling is just a by-product of pleasure and it doesnât have to âfeel rightâ all the time or fit into a others perception of what happiness truly is to them. (There is always a price to pay for any pleasure we experience, wether we notice or not)
Karma is real!
People used to say to me as a little boy on my paper round (at like 5:30am!) â smile or itâll never happen son
â I said âwhat will never happen?â I didnât get it. I hated them for saying that, they didnât know what was going on in my life. And neither did I.
I now know itâs okay not to smile or feel that happy buttery old flowery self we used to be. Thatâs just life, and every minute, day, week, month, year, lifetime is completely different than the last!
Stay strong brother, itâs good to see you back :)
Peace Danaidh B đâđŒđ