thanks for sending me the resource...I wonder why you sent it to me...I saw your presentation on Hive and I understand a little English, but right now I'm using google to write to you. I could understand that you had a past that you want to leave behind and you do well!!! do not look back. As a Christian I must exhort you to place all your trust in God! Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today and forever and is close to every heart that seeks him! God bless you and grant you the desires of your heart!