HIVE OPEN MIC week 253 Dear diary. Confieso (cover) by @eudarcabello [ESP/ENG]

Querido diario, debo confesar que creo ser muy flojo como para tener un diario, asi que no lograba tener uno por lo menos por un tiempo considerable, con la diabetes al principio intentaba tener uno con mis niveles de glicemia y asi, no creo sea algo para mi, lo que si es que lo he intentado. Para esta temática medio buscando canciones creo que consegui una muy acorde a como me he sentido ultimamente y no se si es que este en depresión o algo así, solo espero que todo resulte bien.

Dear diary, I must confess that I think I am too lazy to have a diary, so I did not manage to have one at least for a considerable time, with diabetes at first I tried to have one with my glycemia levels and so on, I do not think it is something for me, what I have tried is that I have tried. For this theme half looking for songs I think I got one very consistent with how I've been feeling lately and I do not know if I'm in depression or something like that, I just hope everything turns out well.

Hello beautiful people of the HIVE OPEN MIC community here @eudarcabello and this time to participate in week 253 which is titled Dear diary. I don't leave the posts for the last minute, I hope to continue with this step, I didn't know what song to do and looking for it I found this one, it seemed perfect, that's why I didn't lose time to record, post and participate this week here, I was surprised with the lyrics that were not complicated, I took time listening over and over again to try to master it, work not giving me a lot of time for my stuff, not to mention what is involved with grad school just starting the week and I feel so exhausted, it ended up being liberating to do this song and remember my mom was still alive, it definitely helped me to always stay motivated and never give up. The song also served to release all the stress left from all my commitments. I continue with the same dynamic of not practicing as much as I should the songs and even less now with the postgraduate on top of me, because of this the lack of time to dedicate to my posts, this is the song of the Puerto Rican singer Kany Garcia, this song is titled “I confess”. I didn't really had other songs in mind, this one ended up being the choice and without a doubt I enjoyed doing it, although I don't think I sounded good at all, according to me there couldn't have been a better song that I could think of for this theme and I respect if you don't think the same.

Este video y todas estas fotos fueron tomadas editadas con mi telofono Tecno Pova 6 para este post/ This video and all these photos were edited with my phone Tecno Pova 6 for this post.

CONFIESO

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**LETRA** Allí miré tu foto en la nevera De aquel viaje que hicimos en noviembre Sonrío al descubrir tus mil maneras Para quererme Hoy Como cada tarde Te imaginaba Confieso que me haces tanta falta Para decirme: "todo va a estar bien" Para escucharme con una guitarra Sentado con tu taza de café Lloré porque tu voz no está en la casa Reí porque me amaste con todo tu ser Es una mezcla que me agarra el alma Y rompe en cada esquina de mi ser ¿Y cómo no? Si eras mi todo ¿Y cómo no? La Noche Buena se vuelve más fría Y en abril se caen todas las flores Y siento que me hablas cada día En mil canciones Hoy Como cada tarde Te imaginaba Confieso que me haces tanta falta Para decirme: "todo va a estar bien" Para escucharme con una guitarra Sentado con tu taza de café Lloré porque tu voz no está en la casa Reí porque me amaste con todo tu ser Eres una mezcla que me agarra el alma Y rompe en cada esquina de mi ser ¿Y cómo no? Si eras mi todo ¿Y cómo no? Miro al cielo y no me basta Y tus fotos que me engañan Y me hacen creer que hoy llamas en la tarde Para saludarme Confieso que me haces tanta falta Para decirme: "todo va a estar bien" Para escucharme con una guitarra Sentado con tu taza de café Lloré porque tu voz no está en la casa Reí porque me amaste con todo tu ser Eres una mezcla que me agarra el alma Y rompe en cada esquina de mi ser ¿Y cómo no? Si eras mi todo ¿Y cómo no?

**LYRIC** There I looked at your picture on the fridge From that trip we made in November I smile to discover your thousand ways To love me Today As every afternoon I imagined You I confess that I miss you so much To tell me: "everything will be all right" To listen to me with a guitar Sitting with your cup of coffee I cried because your voice is not in the house I laughed because you loved me with all your being It's a mixture that grabs my soul And breaks in every corner of my being And how not? If you were my everything And how not? Christmas Eve gets colder And in April all the flowers fall And I feel that you talk to me every day In a thousand songs Today Like every afternoon I imagined You I confess that I miss you so much To tell me: "everything will be all right" To listen to me with a guitar Sitting with your cup of coffee I cried because your voice is not in the house I laughed because you loved me with all your being You are a mixture that grabs my soul And breaks in every corner of my being And how not? If you were my everything And how not? I look at the sky and it's not enough And your photos that deceive me And make me believe that today you call in the afternoon To greet me I confess that you miss me so much To tell me: "everything will be all right" To listen to me with a guitar Sitting with your cup of coffee I cried because your voice is not in the house I laughed because you loved me with all your being You're a mixture that grabs my soul And breaks in every corner of my being And how not? If you were my everything And how not?

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Me he sentido tan desmotivado para seguir con el postgrado, hasta siento que no fué la decision correcta, ya que entré para lps conocimientos que adquiera me ayude con el trabajo que se necesita bastante manejar el area marina, pero siento que el trabajo parece tambien incomodo con el tiempo que debo dedicarle, así que termino no cumpliendo bien con nada. La verdad ya he comentado, pero ya cuando presente mi trabajo de pregrado siento que era una persona que perdió la pasión por la biología y solo he querido volver a tener algo por lo menos parecido, espero lograrlo.

I have felt so unmotivated to continue with the graduate program, I even feel that it was not the right decision, since I entered for the knowledge that I acquire to help me with the work that is needed to manage the marine area, but I feel that the work seems also uncomfortable with the time that I must dedicate to it, so I end up not doing well with anything. The truth I have already commented, but already when I presented my undergraduate work I feel that I was a person who lost the passion for biology and I have only wanted to return to have something at least similar, I hope to achieve it.

Si no fué para el post anterior para esta comunidad es probable sea para otra, pero iniciando mes mi mamá cumplió cinco años desde que falleció y al no contar ya con la pasión por la carrera, ni la persona que queria llenar de orgullo no le veo sentido a la vida, pense en algun punto que podia volver a sentir la pasión por la musica de cuando era niño y gustaba mi voz, sigo sin tenerle pasión a algo en la vida. No puedo decir que tengo una vida totalmente triste porque termino teniendo buenos momentos y sigo creando recuerdos con amigos del trabajo o ahora el postgrado, solo que sigo sin encontrarle una gran motivación de vida y de verdad espero verla. No se si sea posible que este deprimido que solo me hace no ver claramente algo positivo que me motive o es que debo seguir es esa busqueda, que espero que no sea eterna.

If it wasn't for the previous post for this community it will probably be for another one, but starting this month my mom has been five years since she passed away and not having the passion for the career, nor the person she wanted to fill with pride I don't see any sense in life, I thought at some point that I could feel again the passion for music when I was a kid and liked my voice, I still don't have passion for anything in life. I can't say that I have a totally sad life because I end up having good times and I keep making memories with friends from work or now grad school, I just still can't find a great motivation in life and I really hope to see it. I don't know if it's possible that I'm depressed which only makes me not see clearly something positive that motivates me or is that I must continue in this search, which I hope will not be eternal.

Intento dejar que todas las cosas en mi vida fluyan, capaz puede que intente forzar un poco todo, como con el postgrado de Biología Marina o el intentar ser constante en Hive, pero lo que termine resultando, sé que sabré aceptarlo. Agradecido por todas las cosas buenas que me han pasado y de las malas que me he librado, por tu apoyo, espero tambien visites mis otros post, muchos éxitos con tu contenido y hasta la próxima semana.

I try to let all the things in my life flow, I might try to force everything a little bit, like with the Marine Biology postgraduate course or trying to be constant in Hive, but whatever ends up turning out, I know I will know how to accept it. Grateful for all the good things that have happened to me and the bad things that I have gotten rid of, for your support, I hope you also visit my other posts, many successes with your content and see you next week.

@eudarcabello

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Hola gente linda de la comunidad de HIVE OPEN MIC por acá @eudarcabello y esta vez para participar en la semana 253 que se titula Dear diary. Ya no dejo los posts para último minuto, espero seguir con este paso, no tenia en claro que canción hacer y buscando di con esta, me pareció perfecta, por eso es que no perdi tiempo para grabar, postear y para así participar esta semana por acá, quedé sorprendido con la letra que no se me complicó, tomé tiempo escuchando una y otra vez así intentar dominarla, el trabajo no dandome mucho espacio de tiempo para mis cosas, sin mencionar lo que implica el postgrado que apenas empieza la semana y me siento tan agotado, termino siendo liberador hacer esta canción y rememorar mi mamá seguía viva, definitivamente me ayudaba a siempre seguir motivado y nunca renunciar. Tambien la cancion sirvió para liberar todo lo que quedo del stress de todos mis compromisos. Sigo con la misma dinámica de no practicar tanto como debería las canciones y menos ahora con lo del postgrado encima, por esto la falta de tiempo para dedicarle a mis posts, se trata del tema de la Cantante puertoriqueña Kany García, esta canción se titula "Confieso". Realmente no tenía en mente otras canciones, esta termino siendo la elección y sin dudas disfruté hacerla, aunque no creo que soné bien del todo, segun yo no pudo haber mejor canción que se me ocurriera para esta tematica y respeto si no opinas lo mismo.

HIVE OPEN MIC week 253 Dear diary. Confieso (cover) by @eudarcabello [ESP/ENG]

HIVE OPEN MIC week 253 Dear diary. Confieso (cover) by @eudarcabello [ESP/ENG]

CONFIESO

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