Thank you dear @ozd, The younger me quite a cry baby anyway🤣🤣 even though she acted like she's strong. When she read a book, no matter what happened around, she'd keep on reading until the last page and last words. When it was done, nobody was around and she missed so many good people who can be her partner in kind.
I think I was lucky that my parents let me enjoy my school days without many restrictions. They trust me and are supportive of any decisions I make.