Oh, dear Lizzie:(
Writing always helps us to vent our sorrows.
It is a new life that you certainly never asked for, but circumstances have put in front of you. I hope that the inner strength to move on doesn't leave you. And that the pain that doesn't go away, at some point will be camouflaged in the memories of the full and happy life you had with your Arthur. 🤗
You've put it so beautifully Eli, I feel so weak and lost at times, but thankfully many of those happy memories are stored here in Hive, and for that I am so very grateful.
Thank you also for keeping the SBC ship afloat, you & your fellow Mods are doing a sterling job while Fiona & I both are treading water 💞