Things are never as we think, well rarely. We plan our life, the day, the week, the year, but one day you discover that you lump your breast. You had never felt it before, maybe because you had never put yourself in the position you are in today.
Yes, this is my story, a story full of illusions, of things planned for a future that will never come. I can only say in my favor that I have no resentment for what I did not live, I am only grateful for the life I had to live until the beginning of my death.
I am a country woman, I like flowers, vegetables, the rainy air, the birds singing. I used to spend hours waiting on a rock to see the best sunset in the world. There was always...
"This is the best sunset I have ever seen in my life."
When I turned 25 I decided to retire from the city and come to live where I could feel free of any obstacle between me and nature. Parents and siblings only God knows who they are, as far as I know, I was given as a baby in a convent where I grew up full of love from as many people as there were there.
When I turned 18 I decided to follow my life and find out about the things that were happening in the world and that had no explanation before my eyes. That's how I dedicated myself to writing about people's experiences... today it's my turn to write about my own experience.
That's why I came to the country, it's a quiet place that I got for rent. It is a place on a hill, with greenery everywhere, in a cabin whose walls you can see the love they had when they were built. It is comfortable, with high ceilings, with small glass windows above where the bed is supposed to be, so you can see the moonlight at certain times of the night.
It is a privilege to be able to spend the rest of my life within these four walls and with this ceiling covering my life.
Going back to the beginning, I could feel the small lump under my breast and I decided to go to the city so that they could clinically define what I should do. I put myself in the hands of science. What is diagnosed is not good. This has been in my life for a long time without me noticing it.
He has been an intruder in my body that I never perceived, much less invited him to stay. What you have suggested is to do a little of this and a little of that. Since I have not come to bore you with such sad details, I can tell you that this thing despite all the effort it put into it continued to install itself in me.
Besides being there without my consent it also invited others of its kind to install itself beyond my body and start making all the changes it could think of. Besides nothing was good since they took up residence in me.
I went back to my cabin, I don't want to chase an impossible anymore. I let him go on as he pleases. I put up all the resistance they put up to me. I was the best patient in the world... nothing worked.
I stay up nights waiting for the moment to see the moon pass through my little roof window in the cabin. There it is, at last, she came to say goodbye. I feel like I'm flying, on wings borrowed from some fallen angel, perhaps one that came to my little hut and came to pick me up.
I see from above an inert body lying on the bed, I think it's familiar... yes, that body was mine, this angel has come for me but has given me little wings, and from above I can see the cabin, the hill, everything that once tucked me in is now laid at my feet.
I'm leaving, I'm leaving just as I came, someone left me in the convent and today someone is carrying me away unseen. My wings take me to a place I can't see, I can only distinguish the passage towards a light and I can't see anything else. I am left with a feeling of peace and joy because the light fills my life and my heart...
This is an imaginary story that may well be lived by someone at some point. I base it on my own experiences with this terrible disease, both personally and in other people. That although it has a cure in many cases in others it does not respect anything and ends its evil in the human being.
Dear sister, thank you for sharing. a
Although aware this was an imaginary story, i feel an urge to share this
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Peace & Love
Atma
Thank you for communicating through my story.
A very sad story but also a very common one, where loneliness and the encounter with oneself are the only sure things in this journey of no return.
Greetings, yes it is a very sad story. I think this fictitious story has come to my mind because I currently have a relative suffering from this disease.
Almost 13 years ago I was healed of this disease and a few days ago I have memories again of all that I went through and all that my relative will have to go through if God in his mercy allows her to also overcome cancer.
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Sorry to know that your health is starting to deteriorate. I guess it's inevitable as we age...we only need acceptance and preparation for the worst that may come..It's a sad story of life @gertu .. Do you suffer the same health condition as in the story?
Stay positive. That's the least you can do. Just imagine your son and make him your inspiration. ☺️
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Hello my dear Jane, this is an imaginary story but it could have happened.
I am a cancer survivor and I am part of that group of people that God in his mercy allowed me to tell my story. I am almost 13 years since I was healed from this terrible disease.
Thank you for reading it and that even though it is sad you liked it.
It’s a sad and yet beautiful story. I’m happy to read it is not yours though 💙
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Thank you honey for your support. It is NOT happening to me, but I am very vulnerable because it is happening to a family member and I let my imagination run wild. I have faith in God that he will have mercy.
You touched me deeply, but in a very positive way. Beeing in the middle of a journey struggeling with some of my body cells, I think reading these lines very different than would have been 8 months ago ...
What I like about your (really so imaginery?) story is to feel and find peace with whatever IS at the moment
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! help(no space) to get help on Hive. InfoThank you for your words, I am a survivor of this disease, I had it 13 years ago, but today a close relative has it and I feel very sad about it.
Hey sis! your story made me feel so sad... I remember those close to my heart who leave this world because of this dreaded disease that just appears out of the blue. I really admire your imagination.. something I wish that I also have. :D anyway! how are you? it's been a long time since I last get in touch with you here. see yah around I'll try to be more visible again. <3
Hello my dear friend, I am not very often writing my stories either. I don't go out much and I am very dedicated to work at home. I thank you for your love in spite of the time.
I am a little sad, melancholic although full of faith, I have a relative with stomach cancer, he is receiving chemotherapy and all my prayers go to the patients who have this so harmful disease.
A big hug for you.
Hi @gertu! prayers for your relative who is sick and for all those patients who have this harmful disease... just like you I'm also very dedicated to work at home that's why I really have little time to spare but now that I'm back to one job again hopefully I can have a little more time to spend here.
lots of love and prayers that you will always have good health. Don't lose that smile on your face no matter what life throws at us. ok?
Hi friend, I hope to see you on your blog, I looked for you and you had no post. I hope you can continue writing.
Thank you for thinking of me and giving me your beautiful wishes.
In my prayers are all the sick people in the world especially those who suffer from this disease, thank you for praying for my family member.
Welcome sweetheart, receive a big hug and a big smile.
Hi @gertu it is a horrible thing and I am sure most of us know someone who is or has been affected by breast cancer. Thanks for sharing this story which is so real for many people.
Hello my friend @tengolotodo, long time no read. It is true what you say, it is sad but we all have someone who knows about this disease. I am very sensitive today because I remember that I was healed from it but today I have a family member going through this episode and it is sad.
I feel for you @gertu but yes it will be bringing up memories of your treatment too.
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Waaaoo, me encantò tu historia y tu forma de contarla me enganchò, es muy triste. por un momento pense que eras tu y no lo podía creer, Dios te guarde y te conceda mucha sallud.
Hola cariño, como estás? un placer saludarte. Es un cuento ficción, está sobrevolando el espíritu de la enfermedad del cáncer y eso me entristece. Gracias por pasar.