My heart aches for you, dear friend. There really are no words, though one thought does strike me, reading this. To have met someone so dear and so close to your soul, and so early in life is a blessing. To die, that's a guarantee, but meeting someone as special as Arthur clearly was to you... that is not. I know the world doesn't feel like a very warm, lucky place right now, but it is. And you have so many people who love you around. <3
All my love to you right now. I know people say move through this, and I hope you do, but also hope you give yourself the time to feel and process this shift. <3
Hi @honeydue, I have indeed been blessed to have met my soulmate at such a young age. Perhaps that's what makes it so difficult.
I do have wonderful family and friends, all of who are shattered as my Arthur still looked so well. I knew differently though, but really thought the bypass would put things right. Put my head in the sand with this, almost like I was in denial and didn't want to know too much.
Thank you my friend xxx
Hey don't beat yourself up about it. You "putting your head in the sand" surely had its survival purpose in your internal order, even if it seems like denial now ;) I'm wishing you strength, my dear.