So sorry about your loss. I cannot imagine how hard it must be to lose your soulmate after so many years together. As for that last good bye you didn't get to say, I don't know if one was needed. I'm sure he knew how you felt, how much he meant for you and everything. No words needed after a lifetime together.
Stay strong, for yourself and for your children. Cherish the precioys memories you made with your husband, but don't forget to make new ones with your family and friends. 🤗
Thank you for those words @ladyrebecca. Looking at it that way, we both knew how we felt about each other, and a last goodbye would never suffice, I would have wanted more and more! I have to pick up the pieces, the kids are shattered, so I cannot let them down now!
I know I will make new memories, but it just gets overwhelming at times, as he still had so many plans. Thankfully he has been spared the indignity of having to rely on others, that would have killed his spirit for sure!